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Original: 7/26/2007 12:24 AM
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Thursday, July 26, 2007

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k yesterday I ate 1250 FUCKING CALORIES!!!!!!! I hate myself so much, so today is gonna be as little as possible but the worst part is i might go to the movies:(:(. What food at the movie theatre has the least calories? I hope someone knows. Add m on myspace, I don't care who you are. myspace.com/dancing_queen_xox

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You can accually see my collar bones!!!!!! I will try and weigh myself soon. 

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 Posted 7/26/2007 12:24 AM - 171 Views - 12 eProps - 8 comments

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i ate a lot today too, ughh, ive been having those days more than lately. good luck with tomorrow though :]
Posted 7/26/2007 12:39 AM by Iwillbeskinny100 - reply

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sweet with the fast thing, and yeah sure ill comment yours, comment mine?
Posted 7/26/2007 12:51 AM by Iwillbeskinny100 - reply

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No I didn't make it myself. I've got it from her -> http://xanga.com/leboutiquekitson
good luck with your intake, hun. ♥
Posted 7/26/2007 3:53 AM by ThisDoesntHurtx - reply

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awh im sorry to hear about you intake.  but today's a new day. 

good luck with your fast

stay strong <3

Posted 7/26/2007 11:31 AM by forgotten_xdreams44 - reply

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ooh nice collarbones. i'd love mine to look like that.. but they're always the last thing to show on me. good luck with your fast!
Posted 7/27/2007 12:32 AM by anainthelookingglass - reply

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i don't know if you think i'm lying but you look great(:

i'll check the cinema food thing and will post it okay?

good luck with your fast!

Posted 7/27/2007 5:22 AM by problemation - reply

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!!!TAKE NOTICE!!!!
I've been there, I've battled through it, the quicker you realise that eating sensibly is better than eating nothing is better for you the better.
Your killing yourselves, slowly but you are all the same.
Please don't fight back I know all the excuses I know that there is a person in your head telling you that your fat and you had a choco bar so now you need to throw it up or exercise it away but its not really there please believe me on that.
I know I'm going t get some abuse from this but so you know everything you say is excuses and i know them all as I've used them to hide the ILLNESS from my family & friends even my boyfriend!
It destroys your mind, your health, your body and everything around you, the illness nearly killed my mum who had a heart attack when I was taken into hospital i think knowing that something i'd done nearly destroyed my family and myself made me see sense.
Please seek help I know you wont believe me know but its healthier in the long run don't wait until your in hospital being fed through a drip and strapped down because you keep pulling it out!
If I could post the video I think you'd all be shocked! Its not dignified its like your possessed!
Please if you need encouragement and support to get help then I'm here even though I imagine you'll all ignore me and end up in hospital or worse dead.
Think about it.
Posted 2/26/2008 9:03 AM by recoveringv21 - reply

i completely agree with recoveringv21.

you're a BEAUTIFUL girl. i mean it. what makes bones so beautiful? i know i'll probably get bashed for saying all this, but it's so true.

i had an eating disorder 2 years ago, and it was one of the worst experiences of my life. i was so tired all the time, i hated to look at myself in the mirror because i was afraid of what i would see looking back. i never wanted to be thing; that was the tragic part. i was happy with my size. but i got this horrible disease where however much i tried i couldn't bring myslef to eat. i wanted to, and i was always hungry, but i just couldn't. in the end i was put on drugs for 2 months by a doctor. one of my friends has the same thing, only everyone is saying she's anorexic. she didn't want to be thin. it's just how she turned out.

at the moment, i eat loads. todat for example, i had waffles for breakfast, shepherds pie and 2 ice cream bars for lunch and for dinner; a steak pie and carrots with strawberry yoghurt for dessert. and yet people say that i'm anaroexic or bulemic because i'm still quite thin. it's because i have a fast metabolism; and i'm so hyper and cheerful all the time it all burns off. try eating normally and being hyper; skittles and red bull work great for this =D

seriously, i'm sorry i just vented all of this at you; if you even ever read it. i have a tendancy to get carried away with my writing.

but seriously, you are so beautiful, please don't turn to bones and throw it away.

love, amelie x

Posted 3/6/2008 5:43 PM by Amelie (site) - reply


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